(I'm being serious for once, oh wow! Surprise! Ik ;3)
Message from me to you, hope this somewhat help the relationship my assy mouth caused :L
Figuring out friendships are the worst, because I always open my mouth, sometimes Mouth are overrated, thank lord for mouths, I mean thank lord, but they are overrated because sometimes they do stupid things, for example, talking without thinking - sadly, my main issue.
Sab;
Sometimes, Jealously, gets the best of me, but then again, that not an excuse. I'm so, so sorry for the way I treated you, I never intended for you to take it in the way you did, and I never intended to hurt you, in anyway, shape or form. I was immature, I guess in my mind I decided that starting an argument would make you realise that I missed you. I, I express my feel in a strange way, not always in the best way, but I thought it would be a way you'd understand. But it wasn't 'a way you understand'. That was me making an excuse to blame the fall of our relationship on you. As a matter of fact it was me. I expected everything to be handed to me, The messages, the friendship, the love. But that's not how life works, you earn it and sometimes you loose it too. And sometimes you loose sight of how much you can hurt a person you least wanted to. I'm sorry, words cannot express how much I miss you. I'm aware of the fact that you may never be able to forgive me for begin selfish or the fact we'll never get back to the place we were, and I'll expect any decision you decided to make.
I hope this sheds some, life on the situation and you understand that I was having a childish and immature moment.
And I'm sorry - I had no other way to try and get a message to you.
I hope you think this through.
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oh yeah btw; heads up for the depressing ass post.
you hate me ik ;)
Message from me to you, hope this somewhat help the relationship my assy mouth caused :L
Figuring out friendships are the worst, because I always open my mouth, sometimes Mouth are overrated, thank lord for mouths, I mean thank lord, but they are overrated because sometimes they do stupid things, for example, talking without thinking - sadly, my main issue.
Sab;
Sometimes, Jealously, gets the best of me, but then again, that not an excuse. I'm so, so sorry for the way I treated you, I never intended for you to take it in the way you did, and I never intended to hurt you, in anyway, shape or form. I was immature, I guess in my mind I decided that starting an argument would make you realise that I missed you. I, I express my feel in a strange way, not always in the best way, but I thought it would be a way you'd understand. But it wasn't 'a way you understand'. That was me making an excuse to blame the fall of our relationship on you. As a matter of fact it was me. I expected everything to be handed to me, The messages, the friendship, the love. But that's not how life works, you earn it and sometimes you loose it too. And sometimes you loose sight of how much you can hurt a person you least wanted to. I'm sorry, words cannot express how much I miss you. I'm aware of the fact that you may never be able to forgive me for begin selfish or the fact we'll never get back to the place we were, and I'll expect any decision you decided to make.
I hope this sheds some, life on the situation and you understand that I was having a childish and immature moment.
And I'm sorry - I had no other way to try and get a message to you.
I hope you think this through.
***
oh yeah btw; heads up for the depressing ass post.
you hate me ik ;)
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Thank you vee. xx Roxy<31 showed me all the msgs you'd sent her, to know how much you go through just to get in contact with me, really does touch my heart to know that someone i've known for ages wouldn't just leave me, it's not all the weight on you it was my fault for stopping speaking to you, due to you leaving): I just didn't find ways to get in touch anymore, i spoke to you on skype but no answers? am not sure if you have a new skype acc or what! But I miss you so much too, and we have known eachother for atleast 3 years. The best 3 years I ever had with someone , we had arguments but always ended up resolving them, pls msg me on msp and I will get in touch ~ Sab ♥
ReplyDelete- Internally Crying Rn- Its Makes me happy to know how sorry I really am, and I just haven't got round to logging on to my skype after I got a new computer and all, but Im sure we can find other ways to talk! I've missed you to sab! Pop Up when you can! x
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